Sunday, November 9

Hey Moon, Please Forget To Fall Down(Panic!At The Disco - Northern Downpour)

What is it with men? The ones who claim to love you so much, are the ones that hurt you the most, but then still claim to love you. Sure, I have learned this from experience, but I also watch it happen to my friends. When I think about it, all of my guy friends, which include the ones that I'm crushing on, treat me GREAT. Like, they do want to win my heart over, and they don't hurt me. But the second I hook up with one of them, its heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. I just assume not date the guys I like, but just keep it as flirting and not being together. I'm sick of being hurt.
I also don't get how guys can apologize for something, but they do it over and over. If they were honestly sorry, I think they would quit doing it to save your heart. I've kind of learned to deal with this crap, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I guess I'm just really good at hiding the pain or something. Hell if I know. But really.
What is the deal with men? I mean...why can't it be like the good old days where no one got divorced...and if you did you were looked at like a murderer of some sort...and men actually knew how to treat their lovers. I just wish guys could be chivalrous(no idea if I spelled that right.) like back then. Sure, I do know guys that are amazing, they're so kind and they know how to treat the girl they love, but like I said, a lot of the time, once you answer 'Yes' to that one question, sure they love you more, but the heartbreaks just begin. I have no idea how in the world that happens but it does.
Idk I just felt like ranting about that...I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
<3 Kaitlin

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