Hey Moon, Please Forget To Fall Down(Panic!At The Disco - Northern Downpour)

What is it with men? The ones who claim to love you so much, are the ones that hurt you the most, but then still claim to love you. Sure, I have learned this from experience, but I also watch it happen to my friends. When I think about it, all of my guy friends, which include the ones that I'm crushing on, treat me GREAT. Like, they do want to win my heart over, and they don't hurt me. But the second I hook up with one of them, its heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. I just assume not date the guys I like, but just keep it as flirting and not being together. I'm sick of being hurt.
I also don't get how guys can apologize for something, but they do it over and over. If they were honestly sorry, I think they would quit doing it to save your heart. I've kind of learned to deal with this crap, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I guess I'm just really good at hiding the pain or something. Hell if I know. But really.
What is the deal with men? I mean...why can't it be like the good old days where no one got divorced...and if you did you were looked at like a murderer of some sort...and men actually knew how to treat their lovers. I just wish guys could be chivalrous(no idea if I spelled that right.) like back then. Sure, I do know guys that are amazing, they're so kind and they know how to treat the girl they love, but like I said, a lot of the time, once you answer 'Yes' to that one question, sure they love you more, but the heartbreaks just begin. I have no idea how in the world that happens but it does.
Idk I just felt like ranting about that...I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
<3 Kaitlin

I Don't See What Anyone Could See,Of Anyone Else,But You(Juno)

Soooo.
I'm like seeing all these couples and I'm getting extremely jealous cuz they look so happy and 'in love'....it makes me mad.
Grr.
This is just another random post.I know,I'm never posting about things I said I would buuuuttt.Nothing is shocking my brain yet.Lolz.I'm working on posting about abortion...that is my numbero uno thing to post about..but I can't think straight with school and crap.
My hands are really cold.
I mean ICE COLD.
Cuz I've been typing for forever...and ever and ever...lolz.
Not really,but I love to type.And write and stuff.Haha.
I like a lot of things...music...writing...reading....chatting with someone(hehe)...eating...
Wow.Lolz.I wanna text someone but I have no one to text that I don't like 24/7...lolz.
I was listening to that Anyone Else But You song from Juno and I love it so much.Micheal Cera and Ellen Page rock man...
Micheal Cera's new movie,Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist looks EXTREMELY good.I can't wait to see it...
I can't wait to see Twilight either!OMG!!!!!Those are THE best books EVERZ!Bella and Edward are my fave couple ever and nobody can try to tell me otherwise.Lolz.I think Rob Patterson(I think that's his name)is an okay Edward but...Gerard Way would've been LOADS better.Yeah I know Stephanie Meyer said on her website he wouldn't be Edward but its worth the shot right?Lolz.I just kinda saw Edward as a downright GOD and trust me Gerard Way is...well wait...I said this in my last post didn't I?Holy crap I'm horrible.Lolz.
GO GEE!
Lolz.
Well I'm going to go before I get any crazier.
I love you guys!
-Kaitlin

I am not afraid to walk this world alone...(My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words)

AHHH!!!!GUESS WHAT?!
My Chemical Romance is the best freaking band ever.
I started listening to them in late '05 and holy crap.I fell in LOVE.Not only because all the guys are drop dead gorgeous but...they're music is just...wow...amazing.Like,lately I've been listening to A LOT of Avenged Sevenfold but...now I'm like...MCR MCR and more MCR!I got on their website yesterday and there was a message from Gerard(yummmmyyyyyy....)and he said that there was a rumor going around that he got hit by a car.I didn't mean to but I laughed SO hard.Then I was like dude...if that actually happened I'd like die on the inside...like litterally.I couldn't live without him around.RAY GOT MARRIED!!!I read that I was like AWWW!Idk if Frank and Jamia ever got married or what happened to them...I know Mikey and Gee are married(I have pics from Gerard's wedding!I love Lyn-z!)and Bob...I have no idea about anything on his status.Btw,I read he got surgery and stuff,hope he'll be back to drummin' soon.I'm just...way obsessing over them again.Lolz.I watche dthe Famous Last Words vid like 2
.5 seconds ago and I got SO hyper from it...then I was like ya know what...I kinda miss Gerard's blonde hair.I mean I LOVE his black long hair and stuff but...idk...its just...sexy.Maybe its because I'm blonde.Lolz,jk.Then when like...Frank went like crazy(kinda..)I was like YAYY!Go Frankie!!!Then I remembered all my fanfictions on Quizilla.I have one for all of them except Mikey.I did have one but I had to delete it because it was one of my first ones and it SUCKED.I'm in the process of writing a new one though.OH CRAP.I forgot...I'm in the process of putting up a new Frank Iero one..my old one was the very 1st fanfic I'd ever written and lots of people read it but it was just stupid.I had mental issues then. XP ...but I'll get that up and the Mikey Way...I'm editing some chapters of my Ray Toro one...and then my Bob Bryar one...haha I put up part 2,then took down part 1 for editing and so part 2 is the only one up.Lolz.The Gerard Way one is up but its on haitus AND I've got a GW daughter story...my ideas were going crazy at the time.Lolz.All together I have 14 stories in the making or editing from previous times.Yeah,I'm obsessed.Haha...this is extremely long...
I LOVE MCR!
Haha me and my bestie Kayla are like...both in love with them and we've been talking about the Twilight books and movie(yes we are obsessors of Twilight)and we both think Gerard would be a PERFECT Edward.Don't get me wrong the dude who played Cedric on Harry Potter(can't remember his real name atm)is a good one but...Gerard is a downright GOD and that's how we think of Edward...that other dude is okay...But yeah...
Ask any one of my friends,my walls are COVERED in posters that are 90% MCR.I've got two huge ones on my ceiling and GOD knows how many from magazines on my walls.Lolz.i used to take just any little thing about them outta magazines but I don't do that anymore.Well,except for that one from J-14 with the pics of Ray,Mikey and Gerard in highschool.I love that one.
Oh wow...I could go on for DAYS about them...but I have to get ready for bed and stuff so I think I need to quit...I'll probably be watching Futurama in my room and I'll think of more to put and be like darnit why didn't I say that?!Lolz.That's just me.
Well I love you guys and I guess I'll try to post tomorrow before the football game.I'm going to quarter after(its until 11 instead of midnight now)so I may not get on after then...I'll probably be too tired.May have a Red Bull though...idk.
Well I love you guys!
-Kaitlin(aka...biggest MCR freak there is.....LOLZ.)