I'm so addicted to,all the things you do(Saving Abel - Addicted)

Well.
Another bad day.
Gr.
School,again,was insane.
Not as insane as yesterday but at the end of the day,I was ready to cry.BIG TIME.And I know I'm prolly over-reacting but...ya.
I wish I could but why but...ya its confidential.
We swam in gym and when I jumped off the diving board,I didn't really go that fast and I started thinking...why can't I just stay down here forever?The water is so peaceful, and in that short amount of time that I was under the ten feet of water,I got to clear my head and relax.Of course when I surfaced it all came back to me.
OMG!One happy thing is that my fave shorts that I grew outta over the summer...THEY FIT AGAIN!!!YAYY!!!I wore them to school today and I felt great in 'em.They're like blue jean cargos.I would just get another pair in a bigger size but Kolhs was being stupid and don't sell them anymore.
At school they did random drug testings. Like over 6 or 7 people got suspended.It was crazy.
Well guess what?I'm listening to Running From Lions by ATL again.It's friggin' addicting.

Well I guess I'll go.
Love yall.
-Kaitlin

I Don't See What Anyone Could See,Of Anyone Else,But You(Juno)

Soooo.
I'm like seeing all these couples and I'm getting extremely jealous cuz they look so happy and 'in love'....it makes me mad.
Grr.
This is just another random post.I know,I'm never posting about things I said I would buuuuttt.Nothing is shocking my brain yet.Lolz.I'm working on posting about abortion...that is my numbero uno thing to post about..but I can't think straight with school and crap.
My hands are really cold.
I mean ICE COLD.
Cuz I've been typing for forever...and ever and ever...lolz.
Not really,but I love to type.And write and stuff.Haha.
I like a lot of things...music...writing...reading....chatting with someone(hehe)...eating...
Wow.Lolz.I wanna text someone but I have no one to text that I don't like 24/7...lolz.
I was listening to that Anyone Else But You song from Juno and I love it so much.Micheal Cera and Ellen Page rock man...
Micheal Cera's new movie,Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist looks EXTREMELY good.I can't wait to see it...
I can't wait to see Twilight either!OMG!!!!!Those are THE best books EVERZ!Bella and Edward are my fave couple ever and nobody can try to tell me otherwise.Lolz.I think Rob Patterson(I think that's his name)is an okay Edward but...Gerard Way would've been LOADS better.Yeah I know Stephanie Meyer said on her website he wouldn't be Edward but its worth the shot right?Lolz.I just kinda saw Edward as a downright GOD and trust me Gerard Way is...well wait...I said this in my last post didn't I?Holy crap I'm horrible.Lolz.
GO GEE!
Lolz.
Well I'm going to go before I get any crazier.
I love you guys!
-Kaitlin

30 Years From Now,It Won't Even Matter...

Okay soooo....I just got home from open house at my school and this poster my advanced English teacher has in her room says like....30 years from now it won't matter what clothes you wore and all this stuff and I started thinking and that is TOTALLY true!Yeah,we all wanted to conform and fit in during at least part of our lives.I have...but not anymore.Because I've realized,so what?You can wear what you want.You can listen to the tunes you want or hang with whoever because 10,20 and 30 years from now,IT WON'T MATTER.What you wear doesn't define if you're going to make it in life or what job you're going to do.Granted,your intrests do play a part,but conforming doesn't matter!Do you actually think Bill Gates was the most popular thing in school?Probably not(heck idk for sure),but look at him now!He made getting on the computer possible!Look at all the succesful musical artists and designers and writer,does anyone think ALL of them were the most popular person in the whole school?Probably not all of them!No one needs to conform,and no one would probably want to conform if we didn't judge.Now I admit,we're only human and everyone has judged someone,whether it has been out loud or just in your head,but its wrong.It is a sin(One of the commmandments,leave God to do the judging)but it also hurts people a lot and a lot of people change their persona just because they've been labeled something they don't like.I've been called gothic,emo,prep...you name it,and I used to care.But not anymore.Being labeled does not jeoprodize the fact that I want and if I try hard enough,can be a successful fashion designer once I finish art school.Nothing should be made that way.I have seen so many people that are lonely and have been made fun of change just because they want to fit it,and I know its not who they really are.Some people would call them "posers" but they shouldn't be called anything.People nowadays need to learn that looks ARE NOT EVERYTHING!They are hardly anything.Its whats on the inside of a person that matters the most,and nothing more.
30 Years From Now,It Won't Even Matter....
Love,
Kaitlin