It's the Pain and Sex Disguised As Innocence(JamisonParker - Slow Suicide)

Ahahah. Jeff Dunham's Very Special Christmas Special = HILLARIOUS!!!!!!!
(They had Brian Haner!!!)

Buttt my topic for today is religion. It was going to be something else, but it has escaped me because I became quite ticked off about something. So, it's Thanksgiving, right, and we go to Golden Corral to eat dinner and there is this chef, that sings. He sings Christian stuff, and he is an amazing singer. Well I noticed that he wasn't singing tonight and when I asked my mom why, I 'bout died.
He wasn't allowed to sing. What other reason would there be than probably someone complained about him singing about JESUS so they banned it to make that person happy. Whoever it was you better make sure I don't find out who you are 'cuz I'll kick your butt!But really people! There's already separation of Church and State and prayer was taken out of schools and stuff. I don't mind that there is no prayer in school and separation of Church and State but come on! It's a free country and if I'm not mistaken, that's taking away his freedom of Speech and Religion! I told my friend Amanda that if I was him I'd say 'Eff this I'm leaving! But then I got to thinking, maybe he loves to cook there and stuff.
But, I'm going to start a real petition and an online petition. Sign it if you like and when I make it I will definatly post the link on here but its pretty much going to say let him sing or we're not coming back. Ahah.
Also. The separation of Church and State. There is not allowed to be any church-like things in school, am I right?Well as of right now, I'm learning about the theory of evolution. We haven't got to the "OMG WE'RE MONKIES!" thingy yet, but we're learning about the age of the Earth, and personally, I take that as a religion. It's politically incorrect to force your religion upon a person of another, so why do we have to listen to it in school?Granted, I'm intrested in what these crackpots have come up with, so I can make fun of it, but I think if you don't want to be taught it, you shouldn't have to be taught it. It's stupid that we have to have atheism forced on us. See, people will deny that it's being forced on us, but that's their secret plan. They'll make everything seem so innocent, then teach us this stuff and suck these kids in like a black hole. Tsk, tsk. Why is the world so mean?

OMG I THOUGHT OF MY ORIGINAL TOPIC!
It'll be a surprise for next time. I'll write it down so I don't forget again.Lmao.
Love you guys.
-Kaitlin

You Wear Me Out(My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Ok(I Promise))

Okay sooo.
First things first, sorry I haven't posted lately.. I've been uber busy with school and hanging with my buds and shiz. I'll try to post more often.
Tonights topic:Liars.

There's this girl in my choir class that grates on my last nerve. Not because she isn't the brightest crayon in the box, but because she lies all the time and she complains non stop. She saw I had Avenged Sevenfold written on my shoe and was like 'Yeahh I went to X-Fest, I didn't know who they were....and I didn't really like them, but I went anyways.' OMG THAT MADE MY BLOOD BOIL!Because I told her I wanted to go badly, but my stupid 'rents wouldn't let me go, then she just goes and tell me that. Then she told me she gets a lot of things because her mom is like loaded then she tells me about how bad her like house is and stuff. Then today she asks me if I know about the Seether, Papa Roach, and Staind concert that is tomorrow. Now that's another concert I'm dying to go to, but...PARENTS SUCK. So I told her 'Yeah, I know. I can't go though.' And she goes Oh!I'm going! I was like lucky...but I'm going to the midnight premiere of Twilight so it balances out. I'll be too tired to go tomorrow anyways. Her jaw drops then she goes 'Oh, well the concert is tonight.'NO ITS NOT!IT'S FRIDAY NOVEMBER 21ST!!!!!TODAY IS THURSDAY NOVEMBER 20TH!!!!
B**CH!I hate her. She loves to rub things in my face and she complains all the time and stuff. Why can't people just be normal?!Why do people have to lie all the time and why so people think its so funny to annoy others. Now,granted,I do do that to my besties(like Noah or Lindsey who are two of my closest friends)just for the heck of it, but I hate this girl anyways. Why does she do it?
Geez. Idk this was another ranter. I just want people to be nice and think of others beside themselves for once.
<3
Kaitlin

Nothing Hurts My World, Just Affects The Ones Around Me(Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions)

WHOA MAN.
Okay so I just watched this wicked cool video of Unholy Confessions by the rock Gods Avenged Sevenfold and like...it has them performing live and I noticed something that doesn't really happen much when I watch more recent live vids from them.
SYNYSTER WAS GOING NUTS!
Like he was like headbanging like crazy and stuff guys!It's so weird because I watch them today and he just like stands there or just like walks a little. It was amazing to see energy outta him!Now some people who may be lucky enough to have parents willing to let them go to one of their concerts may disagree with me but...my parents are stupid and won't let me go to an A7X concert but yeahh the online videos I see, he doesn't do much. Don't get me wrong, I LURVE Synyster Gates buuuttt it was GREAT to see some like...energy outta him!It made the performance have more OMFH to it. Ahaha that was weird.
But yeah random note to start on. I'm watching Unholy Confessions from Live In LBC. I want that SO frigging bad but...PARENTS SUCK!!!
I've also noticed...like all of them have grown more...almost...sophisticated...yeah bad word but it's all I can come up with at the moment. Don't get me wrong A7X is like...the band I worship(Along with MCR!)but they have changed a lot since like..they first formed. They're still amazing but they were like...really amazing then.Lmao.
Oh well this is weird.
Love you guys!
<3 Kaitlin

Hey Moon, Please Forget To Fall Down(Panic!At The Disco - Northern Downpour)

What is it with men? The ones who claim to love you so much, are the ones that hurt you the most, but then still claim to love you. Sure, I have learned this from experience, but I also watch it happen to my friends. When I think about it, all of my guy friends, which include the ones that I'm crushing on, treat me GREAT. Like, they do want to win my heart over, and they don't hurt me. But the second I hook up with one of them, its heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. I just assume not date the guys I like, but just keep it as flirting and not being together. I'm sick of being hurt.
I also don't get how guys can apologize for something, but they do it over and over. If they were honestly sorry, I think they would quit doing it to save your heart. I've kind of learned to deal with this crap, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I guess I'm just really good at hiding the pain or something. Hell if I know. But really.
What is the deal with men? I mean...why can't it be like the good old days where no one got divorced...and if you did you were looked at like a murderer of some sort...and men actually knew how to treat their lovers. I just wish guys could be chivalrous(no idea if I spelled that right.) like back then. Sure, I do know guys that are amazing, they're so kind and they know how to treat the girl they love, but like I said, a lot of the time, once you answer 'Yes' to that one question, sure they love you more, but the heartbreaks just begin. I have no idea how in the world that happens but it does.
Idk I just felt like ranting about that...I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
<3 Kaitlin

Video Review #1

Here's the deelio.I decided I'm going to review all the videos I've seen for the first time every Saturday on here. They may be old or new videos, but I may have just seen a video that was released in 1999 lol. Also, I'll be putting the YouTube link so you can see them for yourselves.Here we go!



Decode - Paramore
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHp1U2jMiRo
This video is amazing. Being a HUGE Twilight fan, that just made it all the more better. The song itself is amazing and where they shot the video in the woods where Edward and Bella are for some of the movie just adds onto the greatness. Paramore really knows how to make a great song, and the lyrics match perfectly to this movie.

The Party Music 2 Outakes - Mitchell Davis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAbOIzkzZn8
Mitchell Davis(livelavalive on YouTube)makes [i]the[/i] most funny videos. On this one, they're just funny little bloopers from his 50th webshow special, The Party Music 2. Him and Kyle really know how to make someone laugh, and really, the only way to describe it is crazy.


Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=truln6VnS4E
The song itself has piercing lyrics but the video...is insanely awesome. There are a lot of special effects used in this video. I like how they have Amy Lee singing and like...you can see images with her..its like...its hard to explain. I guess you'll have to see it for yourself.


Love Story - Taylor Swift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlbB7qt6v_0
Omg this video is amazingly cute. It's a lot like Shakespearean times with like the balls and horses and stuff. Taylor Swift makes amazing songs and she has such a pretty voice. Makes me jealous. Lol.

Northern Downpour - Panic!At The Disco
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HM-x3DOC_Qs
I love this video. I love how it's in black and white and with almost all the lyrics there's places with the lyrics on them like the bumper stickers on the cars say "Hey Moon"...its really cute.


The Ultimate Confiscator and Surprise Creature Fashion Show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vvhs77mPKL0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IED0VbUQYkI&feature=channel

AHAHAHAHAHA. The Ultimate Confiscator has to be my favorite video from The Used except Episode 6 of 6 BERT. Lol. Like Bert McCracken is rapping with some black dude that can't stop saying peanut butter and jelly sandwichs and women and oranges then that dude goes away and these guards are all like "We're gonna confiscate the camera" and Bert's all like "GET IN THE PICTURE WITH ME ULTIMATE CONFISCATOR."I love it.

Surprise Creature Fashion Show is like...Jeph and Quinn are like in this office like setting then like all these people in the new The Used merchandise come out in like crazy animal masks and stuff.It's really cool. I want all the clothes.

Well that's all for this week.

Expect even newer ones next week.

Love yall!

<3 Kaitlin

When My Time Comes, Forget The Wrong That I've Done(Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest)

First off, this is totally beyond the topic of the post but....
BARACK OBAMA WON!!!!!!
YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I just had to get that out. I'm SO HAPPY! I wish I could've voted(I'm 14...still too young)but a text did go aroudn where you put who you wanted to win and you sent it on.Lol I got it from my McCainer friend and I was like kidd...you suck.Lol.
Anywayyyssss....

Music has been such a big part of my life and...on YouTube I LOVE to comment on the music vids.But really people.
I was watching In The End by Linkin Park not five minutes ago and in the comments people were talking about POLITICS.
Who the heck talks about politics in a Linkin Park video? One dude was talking about how Bush needs to be re-elected and the economy was doing great until they put a woman in Congress and shiz. Then one person retorted and said that Number one he was stupid because Bush couldn't be re-elected(if he made it to where he could be...God help us)that the economy hasn't been fine in a while(I don't know what made him think it was okay...he must have been stoned out of his head)and that a woman didn't make the economy go bad. I agree with them fully but really. Why were they talking politics there?And like...also. The people that comment poorly on the videos and trash talk the bands and stuff. What's the point in that? Do what I'm doing and make a friggin' blog for crying out loud!The bands and other people don't wanna see negative comments, they wanna see awesome comments.
I think what I'm going to do is once a week I'll make a post talking about all the new music videos I've seen, link them, then review them. I think that'll be cool. Starting this Saturday, I'll do it.
:)
Love you guys.
-Kaitlin

I'll never let them hurt you, I promise (My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You)

GUESS WHAT?!
I got vampire fangs!!!!
I'm so happy, I loves them.
I feel so pretty with them in. I can't wait to wear them to school. Haha when I take them out I feel incomplete without them. XP

I think vampires are the shiz.If I could be one, I would in like 0.1 seconds. I'm gonna be like...Alice Cullen for halloween.The only bad thing is my hair is short and BLONDE.So...ya.Last time I tried to like spray it that black it got all OVER my face and hands and stuff so yeah. On trick or treat(which isn't on Halloween night...oh well, more time to celebrate Frank Iero's bday)I'm gonna invite my bestie over and like...idk.Pass out candy and drink "blood" lmao.
I'm like really hungry.My fave food is Chinese and I like barely get it and we ate Chinese earlier and I barely ate anything and idk why. Now I want more.Mmmm sweet and sour chicken and wontons...YUMMO!My tummy is like growling now lol.
Omg my friends Lindsey and Maya came over and then me and Lindz started texting each other and we were like two feet from each other then they got in a 'fight', it was great. Then we watched the crazy movies me and Lindsey made like...in April or something I don't really remember. They were to "In The End" by Linkin Park, "Brompton Cocktail" by Avenged Sevenfold, "Duality" by Slipknot and part of "Blue" by Eiffle 65...we only did part because we went to jump and my ceiling(where I used to live)slants and I hit my head and like...fell.Then like in Brompton Cocktail I got out my acoustic guitar and tried to act like Synyster Gates...yeah didn't work. XP
Well I just wanted to post cuz I hadn't in...forever and yeah.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

I Will Sleep Alone, 'Cuz It's Better Than You(Tickle Me Pink - Typical)

Omg I'm tired.
Buuuttt I thought of some things to say so lets say 'em!

What is the deal with people now a days?
They see someone and think 'omg they're a freak' or something similar by the way that they dress.I see people do that A LOT and it gets on my last nerve to tell you the truth. Why can't people see that we're all human and we're all unique and that not everyone sucks monkey butt if you just get to know them?I know for a fact, not from scientific facts but by experience that even if a person grates your nerves down to a powder, there is always ONE thing that you two share in common and like about each other. Trust me, there are SO many people that kill my nerves but there's always the one thing that keeps me hanging with them.
I have this icon that like names all these different labels and then it says in bold over them DON'T LABEL ME.Or something like that but anyways. Labels grate on my last nerve.That's one thing I don't have anything in common with.Lmao.But really...like last school year some kid called me an emo b**ch for no good reason and he thought it was funny.I wanted to mash his head into like...mashed head(ya know instead of mashed potatoes).Lol.And then this other dude I know called me a whore.Grrr.He acted like he was kidding but it really p-ed me off.Wouldn't it you?
Also like...okay I have like really bad acne and it takes like a week for a breakout to go away then like a new one comes but anyways!It is making my confidence go SO FAR DOWN.Because I don't know why but the best stuff I've EVER used on my acne is like not working now and it's getting so bad and all I wanna do it rip my skin off.Ew...nevermind that'd be gross, but yall know what I mean.Then like...I see all these people that complain about having acne when I've never seen more than 1 pimple on their perfect face. That's another thing that 'grinds my gears'(Haha,Peter Griffin quote).People that are almost flawless that complain about their looks.The skinny girls that say they're fat...the perfect skin girls that complain about skin issues...the TAN girls that say they're PALE.You wanna see pale?Compare your skin against mine, I'm almost albino pretty much.
Then I think its kinda funny when something bad happens to them like they do breakout or they do gain a little extra weight or they do get really pale. I don't mean to be mean but they really asked for it.If you're gonna complain when there's nothing wrong with you, you deserve to have that thing wrong with you.If that made any sense at all.
Wellll I think that's all for now.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Oh,God My Hands Are Shaking Again!(Underoath - Breathing In A New Mentality)

NEW WEBSITE!!!!
I made this awesome website(well,with the help of webpaint.com)and its...wow kewl.There's still some work to be done so if you go on there and there's things not finished,that's why.Lolz.

http://loveisrandom.wetpaint.com

Please visit!Please!!!
It hassss my designs(well some of them),some of my favorite lyrics,lyrics to different bands songs(that's one part that's unfinished).And who knows what else I'll come up with.It also has summaries for my blog, and a thread you can post on about my stuff!

You all don't know how much it would mean to me if you visited and signed up.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Its funny how we seethings so clear when we have no time left to live(Underoath - Everyone Looks So Good From Here)

So, yall know how I want to be a fashion designer and stuff?Well I've been watching Project Runway like CRAZY and I've noticed that these models are SKINNY AS EVER.Then I was watching America's Next Top Model and like Whitney was surprised that she'd made it so far since she was plus sized and I was thinking that you know its really sad that people are SURPRISED that a "plus size" made it. She is not plus size to me. She's probably about my size man!I'm not even kidding, I'm not much smaller than her.
So, I decided, since if I do get to become a designer, I'm going to need models to show off my clothing, and I will refuse to use super skinny models. I want models with flaws. On Janice Dickinson's Modeling Agency someone said they needed models with acne and she complained!NO ONE IS PERFECT.
It amazes me what modeling agencies demand for. And especially since I am a NORMAL sized girl and I have acne and many other flaws, it bothers me. If I get to work with models, I may use some skinny models, but not the ones so skinny that you can see their ribs and count them. I want a girl with curves. Because all these models that are skinny enough that you can count their ribs have no curves and nothing can be form fitting on them. There's no use in making your clothes curvy to show off the body, you might as well make your dresses and such a box because that is what its going to look like except for their boney shoulders and hips. Now I'm not really bashing against you models that are that skinny, I think all of you are very beautiful, but its just amazing that no one will use normal, healthy people that may have acne or a skin problem. All these little girls look up to models and seeing someone skinny as a rail would not be the person I would want my daughter wanting to be like at all.
I'm so happy that Whitney did win ANTM last cycle,its about time that someone that looks GREAT win the show.I mean the girls that have won are beautiful but they're all skinny as can be. Whitney's actually got some curves about her.Lol.
Well I think that's all for today.
Love yall!!
-Kaitlin

I'm so addicted to,all the things you do(Saving Abel - Addicted)

Well.
Another bad day.
Gr.
School,again,was insane.
Not as insane as yesterday but at the end of the day,I was ready to cry.BIG TIME.And I know I'm prolly over-reacting but...ya.
I wish I could but why but...ya its confidential.
We swam in gym and when I jumped off the diving board,I didn't really go that fast and I started thinking...why can't I just stay down here forever?The water is so peaceful, and in that short amount of time that I was under the ten feet of water,I got to clear my head and relax.Of course when I surfaced it all came back to me.
OMG!One happy thing is that my fave shorts that I grew outta over the summer...THEY FIT AGAIN!!!YAYY!!!I wore them to school today and I felt great in 'em.They're like blue jean cargos.I would just get another pair in a bigger size but Kolhs was being stupid and don't sell them anymore.
At school they did random drug testings. Like over 6 or 7 people got suspended.It was crazy.
Well guess what?I'm listening to Running From Lions by ATL again.It's friggin' addicting.

Well I guess I'll go.
Love yall.
-Kaitlin

Stories yet to unfold, tales that must be retold(All Time Low - Running From Lions)

Omg I've had a bad day.
School was INSANE,I hung out with the biggest jerks ever and they kept insulting me and the guy I like and just expected me to take it like it was nothing, my mom has been on me all night and I SWEAR I wanna just walk out...and I just alltogether feel like complete SHIZ!
I wanna cry SO badly but it won't come out and I feel it coming!Idk maybe its 'cuz I cried on the bus and I NEVER cry in front of people from school...EVER.
Right now I'm listening to Running From Lions by All Time Low and its very addicting.I've heard it God knows how many times before but these last couple days,its kinda been my theme song.
I want my phone back.My mom took it and I REALLY want it back...I wanna talk to my friends...
Well...I dunno.
I guess I'll get off here.
Love yall.
-Kaykay

Come,break me down,bury me,bury me(30 Seconds To Mars)

WOW.
Homecoming Saturday.
FUN.
Lol. So I got there and immediatly saw my bud Ashley and stuff and we hung then others got there and I was trying SO hard not to dance but when Shake It by Metro Station came on me and a couple of my friends joined the HUGE circle and jumped and sang. Then from there I couldn't stop dancing.It was crazy.I was gonna go to an afterparty but I was so tired I was like screw this crap and went to bed!Lol.Ya I know,I was a party pooper.
So we have this assignment in english where we have to read a book over 250 pages and stuff so I picked The Host by Stephanie Meyer.I'm in love with her works and OH!I took this quiz to see that movie I am(and even though the movie hasn't come out yet)I got Twilight!!!!YAYY!!!I'm going the night it comes out...at midnight...my mom even agreed to take me because she loves the series too.I'm hoping they'll do movies for all the books,'specially Breaking Dawn.I think that one's amazing.The only suckish thing is EVERYONE is getting Twilight shirts and stuff from Hot Topic and I can't get any and I'm mad!Because I'm probably one of the hugest fans out there,I mean if I could have it all,I'd get it all,but normally unless we're school shopping I have to buy my stuff and I'm flat broke!My bday was in friggin' July and for Christmas I'm getting an iPod Touch so...ya.Idk.Ima find a way to get EVERYTHING.Lol.
My nails look back...I bite them and..ya.I need to quit.BADLY.
So 8 Mile is on VH1 and that is one of my all time favorite movies but I can't watch it 'cuz my lil sis is down here. I love Eminem.He is prolly the only rapper I will listen to A LOT.Sure there's a few rap songs here and there from other artists but ALL of his stuff is amazing.My fave is Cleaning Out My Closet.Weirdly my ex introduced that one to me I think.Maybe.Idk.....
AH!On The Daily Show they're talking about the Vice Presidental Debate and man...Sarah Palin is just a mess.She walked around almost all of those questions and she...gawd if McCain gets in office and he dies and she becomes pres I'm MOVING FROM THE U.S!I'm going to France a few years early.Lol. OBAMA/BIDEN '08!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

OMG!!!!!

WHOOOO!!!!We STOMPED our rivals last night man!!!35 to nothing!I didn't really watch much of the game(I was hangin' out with my besties)but wow...it was great.We may've lost the food feud but we won at football!It was REALLY cold though..I mean..wow.Lolz.My fingers 'bout fell off at Quarter After(this really fun thing that goes on after the game)
So tonights homecoming and I still have to get a cover up for my dress and my flats. I think what I'm gonna do is straighten my hair,take my wax and give it that kinda messy look then pin my bangs back.Idk.I'm just gonna have to see how it looks.
Haha,my sister is watching Mighty B and she is like not even a foot from the television WITH her glasses on.Lolz.
Ohhh my legs are smooth.Haha.Gossshhh I'm not even hyper but I'm happy.I can't wait to hang with all my friends tonight.It sucks thought 'cuz 2 of my all time best friends aren't gonna be there...but I have others and I got to hang with the other 2 last night so....idk.
I'm typing really friggin' fast today.Wowwww....I wanna find out how many WPM I can type.
Lalalalallalalalal.
Let's get it started in ha...let's get it started in here....
They play that at every football game and idk why.Lolz.
Well just wanted to say 'bout the game and homecoming tonight so I'll update when I get home and spill about the dance.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

So you pray to God,to justify the way you live a lie(Kevin Rudolf)

Wellllll.
I'm BORED.And COLD.
But its all good because tomorrow is the Homecoming football game against our rivals!!!Heck yes!Then saturday is homecoming!Yayyy!I'm so excited!
But I'm tired.I wanna go to school.I need to hang with peoples before I kill over from the boredness.My mom won't lemme go on a walk.Well...now I can see why since its dark but then it was like early sunset.
So I'm checkin' out some Bob Marley stuff and I gotta say,its pretty good.I'm listening to Buffalo Soldier as I type this.I'm also waiting for Futurama to come on.Lolz.
j;fajsdlfkjasldnfaosdfoianeandfa;sidjf;oaisjdnfaksnefaoisdnfasidjfkalsjfkasdfkad;fkjasd;klfj
RANDOM!!!!
Omg you know what is the awesomest music lyric eva?!
Now the son's discrased,he, who knew his father,when he cursed his name, turned, and chased the dollar, but it broke his heart so he stuck his middle finger to the world to the world to the world!!!!- Kevin Rudolf and Lil' Wayne
I'm in love with Let It Rock.That and Some Will Seek Forgiveness,Others Escape by Underoath.
Haha,I just signed up on this website and my username is AsCoolAsYou...pretty much every other one was taken so I thought what the heck why not.Hehe.
Well just wanted another post and its random but idc.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

I Don't See What Anyone Could See,Of Anyone Else,But You(Juno)

Soooo.
I'm like seeing all these couples and I'm getting extremely jealous cuz they look so happy and 'in love'....it makes me mad.
Grr.
This is just another random post.I know,I'm never posting about things I said I would buuuuttt.Nothing is shocking my brain yet.Lolz.I'm working on posting about abortion...that is my numbero uno thing to post about..but I can't think straight with school and crap.
My hands are really cold.
I mean ICE COLD.
Cuz I've been typing for forever...and ever and ever...lolz.
Not really,but I love to type.And write and stuff.Haha.
I like a lot of things...music...writing...reading....chatting with someone(hehe)...eating...
Wow.Lolz.I wanna text someone but I have no one to text that I don't like 24/7...lolz.
I was listening to that Anyone Else But You song from Juno and I love it so much.Micheal Cera and Ellen Page rock man...
Micheal Cera's new movie,Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist looks EXTREMELY good.I can't wait to see it...
I can't wait to see Twilight either!OMG!!!!!Those are THE best books EVERZ!Bella and Edward are my fave couple ever and nobody can try to tell me otherwise.Lolz.I think Rob Patterson(I think that's his name)is an okay Edward but...Gerard Way would've been LOADS better.Yeah I know Stephanie Meyer said on her website he wouldn't be Edward but its worth the shot right?Lolz.I just kinda saw Edward as a downright GOD and trust me Gerard Way is...well wait...I said this in my last post didn't I?Holy crap I'm horrible.Lolz.
GO GEE!
Lolz.
Well I'm going to go before I get any crazier.
I love you guys!
-Kaitlin

I am for shiz up the spout!

Juno...freaking hillarious movie.

Soo speaking of babies(ya know...Juno's about a baby and stuffs...)I thought I'd get on abortion.
Last year we had to write a...I forget what it's called,I think it was an editorial,and I picked abortion and after doing the research for it,I realized how much worse abortion really is.Sure,you're killing a helpless little baby,but did you guys know that it can affect the woman that gets the abortion too?It can give her breast cancer or mental illnesses.I saw that and was like holy freaking tubnuts!And I think the whole "Oh its unconstitutional to make it illegal" thing is shiz.Sure,it is our choice,but isn't it also our choice whether or not we want to get piercings or not and we can't until we're 18 without parental consent(same with tats),and its our own choice whether you wanna smoke weed or drink at a certain age but its illegal,that's getting into our personal lives.Abortion is EXACTLY like murder.I swear it is. In the case Roe vs Wade(Supreme Court case in 1973)the woman who started it is retarted.The Bible says not to murder and abortion is exactly that and there is no one who can testify it unless they have the word of God on their side.

So ladies.
If you want to get rid of your baby...think about this.
You are killing.
You are sinning.
You could get cancer.
You could get a mental illness.
And that tiny human being is gone forever.

Wow...
That was mean..
Idc though.If someone wants to kill a baby they might as well be satan himself.
Love you guys.
-Kaitlin

I am not afraid to walk this world alone...(My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words)

AHHH!!!!GUESS WHAT?!
My Chemical Romance is the best freaking band ever.
I started listening to them in late '05 and holy crap.I fell in LOVE.Not only because all the guys are drop dead gorgeous but...they're music is just...wow...amazing.Like,lately I've been listening to A LOT of Avenged Sevenfold but...now I'm like...MCR MCR and more MCR!I got on their website yesterday and there was a message from Gerard(yummmmyyyyyy....)and he said that there was a rumor going around that he got hit by a car.I didn't mean to but I laughed SO hard.Then I was like dude...if that actually happened I'd like die on the inside...like litterally.I couldn't live without him around.RAY GOT MARRIED!!!I read that I was like AWWW!Idk if Frank and Jamia ever got married or what happened to them...I know Mikey and Gee are married(I have pics from Gerard's wedding!I love Lyn-z!)and Bob...I have no idea about anything on his status.Btw,I read he got surgery and stuff,hope he'll be back to drummin' soon.I'm just...way obsessing over them again.Lolz.I watche dthe Famous Last Words vid like 2
.5 seconds ago and I got SO hyper from it...then I was like ya know what...I kinda miss Gerard's blonde hair.I mean I LOVE his black long hair and stuff but...idk...its just...sexy.Maybe its because I'm blonde.Lolz,jk.Then when like...Frank went like crazy(kinda..)I was like YAYY!Go Frankie!!!Then I remembered all my fanfictions on Quizilla.I have one for all of them except Mikey.I did have one but I had to delete it because it was one of my first ones and it SUCKED.I'm in the process of writing a new one though.OH CRAP.I forgot...I'm in the process of putting up a new Frank Iero one..my old one was the very 1st fanfic I'd ever written and lots of people read it but it was just stupid.I had mental issues then. XP ...but I'll get that up and the Mikey Way...I'm editing some chapters of my Ray Toro one...and then my Bob Bryar one...haha I put up part 2,then took down part 1 for editing and so part 2 is the only one up.Lolz.The Gerard Way one is up but its on haitus AND I've got a GW daughter story...my ideas were going crazy at the time.Lolz.All together I have 14 stories in the making or editing from previous times.Yeah,I'm obsessed.Haha...this is extremely long...
I LOVE MCR!
Haha me and my bestie Kayla are like...both in love with them and we've been talking about the Twilight books and movie(yes we are obsessors of Twilight)and we both think Gerard would be a PERFECT Edward.Don't get me wrong the dude who played Cedric on Harry Potter(can't remember his real name atm)is a good one but...Gerard is a downright GOD and that's how we think of Edward...that other dude is okay...But yeah...
Ask any one of my friends,my walls are COVERED in posters that are 90% MCR.I've got two huge ones on my ceiling and GOD knows how many from magazines on my walls.Lolz.i used to take just any little thing about them outta magazines but I don't do that anymore.Well,except for that one from J-14 with the pics of Ray,Mikey and Gerard in highschool.I love that one.
Oh wow...I could go on for DAYS about them...but I have to get ready for bed and stuff so I think I need to quit...I'll probably be watching Futurama in my room and I'll think of more to put and be like darnit why didn't I say that?!Lolz.That's just me.
Well I love you guys and I guess I'll try to post tomorrow before the football game.I'm going to quarter after(its until 11 instead of midnight now)so I may not get on after then...I'll probably be too tired.May have a Red Bull though...idk.
Well I love you guys!
-Kaitlin(aka...biggest MCR freak there is.....LOLZ.)

Find Nothin' But Faith In Nothing....

Welll.
I got news from some "scientists" that we're gonna die in 6 weeks.HAH!If you guys haven't heard,these scientists in Europe tried to recreate the big bang theory(which is a load of crap)and these other "scientists" think it caused a black hole that will suck up the Earth in 6 weeks.Actual smart scientists say that if it did,which is kinda unlikely,then it would take BILLIONS of years for it to grow big enough to suck up the Earth.I agree with my dad when he says we should be worrying more about the Mayan Calender ending in December 2012 than the stupid "black hole".Plus,since I myself are a christian,I believe that before the world ends,Jesus will return to Earth and as far as anyone knows,he's not here yet,so God's plan is far from over.
Also,what I thought it weird is that...in school you cannot teach Creation,but Evolution is perfectly fine.Its retarted.I mean,the whole big bang thing,it says that it started as nothing,then these hydrogen atoms collided and formed Earth.Where did they come from?!And the whole evolution thing...I mean that's just Pokemon they're talking about.I bet they stole it from there too.Lolz.But really.There's NO WAY possible we could have evolved from Apes.If we did,then Apes would be turning into humans everyday...haha...that'd be funny as crap man.But anyways I just think that what these people make up is absurd.
That's all for today.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Heyyy look what you did to me...(Howard's Tale - Sick Puppies)

Hmmmm.

Bored.

That post I put yesterday was good man.

So there's this song by the Sick Puppies,its called Howard's Tale.I've been trying to listen to the lyrics and figure it out but I can't!Its really bugging me.The only part I definatley know is the chorus and the last couple lines.But from what I've got...its weird.I'm trying really hard not to look at the lyrics in the book that came with the CD but its probably gonna get to that.Lolz.
I love Sick Puppies.

Well homecoming is in 24 days and I don't have a date but I've got a really pretty dress.Its like cream colored silk then black lace on top and its spagetti strapped.I loves it.*yawns*I'm so tired.Ever since I got on the bus too I've been really sad...its weird.Probably because Josh was being a butthole(nothing new there).He like screwed up the laces on my shoes and said he was gonna sell my phone.Weirdo.I've been hit at school SO many times.I got headbutted then slapped in the same place on my head then the guy hit me there again today and like...idk everyone hit me today.It was weird.And I was really clumsy today.REALLY CLUMSY!I was like tripping up the steps and running into people.It sucked big time.All the way home I listened to Howard's Tale.Lolz.

IT'S COLD!Lolz.I had some homework but I'm done with what can't be done before school tomorrow.Lolz.I get to school like over an hour early so I just do some of it then.My mom's fixing sausage and eggs for supper...YUMMYZ!I'm not really hungry though.Lolz.
Dude I put In Love And Death from The Used on my iPod and it gave me like 5 or 6 bonus tracks that were never there before my iPod screwed up.Its kewl!Yesterday's Feelings is my fave.
Well I'ma go.
Love,
Kaitlin

30 Years From Now,It Won't Even Matter...

Okay soooo....I just got home from open house at my school and this poster my advanced English teacher has in her room says like....30 years from now it won't matter what clothes you wore and all this stuff and I started thinking and that is TOTALLY true!Yeah,we all wanted to conform and fit in during at least part of our lives.I have...but not anymore.Because I've realized,so what?You can wear what you want.You can listen to the tunes you want or hang with whoever because 10,20 and 30 years from now,IT WON'T MATTER.What you wear doesn't define if you're going to make it in life or what job you're going to do.Granted,your intrests do play a part,but conforming doesn't matter!Do you actually think Bill Gates was the most popular thing in school?Probably not(heck idk for sure),but look at him now!He made getting on the computer possible!Look at all the succesful musical artists and designers and writer,does anyone think ALL of them were the most popular person in the whole school?Probably not all of them!No one needs to conform,and no one would probably want to conform if we didn't judge.Now I admit,we're only human and everyone has judged someone,whether it has been out loud or just in your head,but its wrong.It is a sin(One of the commmandments,leave God to do the judging)but it also hurts people a lot and a lot of people change their persona just because they've been labeled something they don't like.I've been called gothic,emo,prep...you name it,and I used to care.But not anymore.Being labeled does not jeoprodize the fact that I want and if I try hard enough,can be a successful fashion designer once I finish art school.Nothing should be made that way.I have seen so many people that are lonely and have been made fun of change just because they want to fit it,and I know its not who they really are.Some people would call them "posers" but they shouldn't be called anything.People nowadays need to learn that looks ARE NOT EVERYTHING!They are hardly anything.Its whats on the inside of a person that matters the most,and nothing more.
30 Years From Now,It Won't Even Matter....
Love,
Kaitlin

I don't belong here,I gotta move on dear(Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife)

Weeelll X-Fest was yesterday and I was thinking maybe,just maybe my mom would surprise me and take me...but she didn't.Then we like...went to Walmart and I was like dude I hope I see someone I know here so I can hang with them,but nope.I knew everyone was at X-Fest.I turned on 106.3 at like 6 and they were playing Afterlife.I was hoping they'd be broadcasting live but that's the only chance I got to check.I had a dream last night that Lindsey said she was going to take me next saturday and I was like dude,it was this saturday and then I got to talk to my friend Hunter and he was like oh yeah it was a lot of fun.It upset me.I've been up for a total of like 5 minutes now.I was up and down allllll night because I'm so sore.Idk why I'm sore but I am...big time.My legs,back and stomach hurts really bad.
Omg I got on a french translator thing last night to translate Ma Poubelle by Sum 41 and I about died laughing at what it meant.
You are my Miss
You are my small dustbin
I chercheral of the refuse for you
And I commenceral inside my pants
In your eye am small a tear
But I am not another Heart
You know you are my small flower
With a plotte which is like butter

Haha!!
That makes absolutely no sense to me but its funny.
I got another 100 songs on my iPod.I'm up to like 550 some.I'm halfway there!Lolz.
Well I'ma go guys.I have homework and crap so..ya.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Show yourself,Show Me Your Face!!! (Straight Line Stitch - Black Veil)

Hey guys.
No homework for the second night in a row.YAYY!!!
Haha,I've been on YouTube watching livelava thing...gawd Mitchell is the funniest person ever!Go and type in HeartShapedCuffs(its me)then find livelava(there's another word,I can't remember)under my subscriptions and watch Another Snow Day.Its the funniest one.
I just put like 4 more CDs on my iPod.Its working a bit better thankfully.Its not as slow and it actually finishes syncing.I'm so grateful.
Dude I just recorded myself singing My Heart by Paramore on my phone.I SUCK.*throws phone then picks it up and kisses it*I love my phone to death.Dude I just saw the vid for Psycho by Puddle of Mudd.Its friggin' creepy but funny.
I fell asleep watching Juno last night.Then today Sarah wore the "Hold on I'm on My Hamburger Phone" shirt on today.I was like weirdness dude.I love Juno.Its so coolz.
Gawd shut your friggin' gob bananas!*laughs*Wowwww.OH!There was this dude in my choir class at school today and his shirt said If Idiots Could Fly This Would Be A Freaking Airport!HAHHH!!!I laughed so hard at that one shirt its not even funny.
I'm spending the night with my friend this weekend.Hmmmmmm.I'm tired.Lolz.
"Cuz I was caught up in a piece of heaven...."
Here we go with the random lyrics again.Lolz.

Well I'ma go yall.This was a random blog...again.Lolz.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Hours Fly and Days Go By...(Sick Puppies)

I am so syched about college and stuff.Yeah,I'm only 14 but thinking about it all just makes me happy.When I get older I want so badly to go to an Ivy League school so bad but Princeton(my #1 choice)doesn't offer art/design stuff.It ticks me off.Buuuttt.I'm starting some research as I type this that should give me colleges that I go to.I want to be a designer by the way.Yeah,it seems a little childish(well that's what some people have told me)but I don't wanna work as some boring scientist or doctor.Plus,some of the stuff you see in those fields are pretty disturbing.
Buuuutttt.I just got on and Rutgers(which is my 2nd choice)has like 50 art and design classes and Yale has a few too.YAYYY!
Lolz.It so crazy that I'm thinking about this so early on buuutttttt I love planning everything out.The only flaw in my plan for my life is the whole France.This sounds really bad that I plan to move from the U.S once I'm done with college and I've got the money but Paris is like....the fashion capital of the WORLD.I have to go.Plus I think France and the French language is just beautiful.We got a foreign exchange student from France and her accent is so cute.She's super little too...
But anyways.If I plan on going to Rutgers or Yale...I've gotta keep up my straight A's and I need to join some clubs.I know for sure I'm joining French Club and I want to join art club but I have to be in an art class and I only had room for one elective this year and I chose choir.I'm gonna start drawing next year then by my junior year I can take multiple electives so I'll take chamber singers and fashion design.Pretty cool.I have no idea for my senior year.I have room for like 3 or 4 electives and I'm still going to have credits that I don't even need.We need like 21 credits and I'll have I think 24-27.Yeah,pretty cools.
Well I'ma get off here.Just wanted to post for tonight.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

iPods and CDs

Mannn
I love my iPod.
Sometimes.
It keeps dying on me when I charge it like 4 hours.And...it freezes a lot but,that's what CDs are for.I have like 100 CDs(no joke,I've counted)and man have they come in handy.A lot of people just use downloads or go to iTunes and buy everything but CDs are WAY more useful.Think about if say,your computer gets reformatted and iTunes makes you delete everything off your iPod,then you get like almost none of your stuff back.I had 56 music vids and I only have 7 of them back.Yeah,sucks.Buttt I'm getting there.I found another 7 of my vids.I need to search for the rest.iTunes can't just steal them like that...I mean c'mon man.
TIRED.
VERY.
I think I'm gonna go to bed.
Dunno.I'm listening to Use Me by Hinder...its really good.....now I'm listening to Get Stoned by them.Lolz.
I'ma go.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Her Voice Resides Inside My Head....

Weeelll my iPod is still being a butthole but its going better.I got six CDs back on it so far.Seven out of fifty six videos have been recovered too.It hasn't frozen up either,so that's a blessing.
Me and Josh are still fighting,none the less.I told him if he apologized to me then I may consider forgiving him but he just blew Timmy off when he tried to tell Josh that.Peed me off really bad.And he just talks to me like nothings wrong,and when I ignore him,he finally realizes,oh,I'ma shut up now.He's a real butthole lately,not just to me but to everyone.Weird.
Right now I'm putting Bullet For My Valentine's CD The Poison on.I have all of their CDs so those will get put on my iPod tonight.I have two of A7X's CDs put on,MCR's first one,and both of Paramore's then Atreyu's newest one.I may but on Adios from Audio Adrenaline on tonight.Idk.Really I want to get my vids back.I've been craving some really good music vids lately.
Hey baby,you say you wanna be my girl....
I'm bored.
We were born for this...
I'ma just start singing random songs.
Lolz.
Idk,I'ma go yall.I just wanted to post tonight.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

The Bean Trees

Sooo...for Accelerated English,I had a summer assignment.It was to read the book The Bean Trees by Barbara Kingsolver.It's a really good book.Its about this girl from Kentucky(which is where I'm from) that moves to Arizona and picks up a kid on the way.It has a lot in it about like single parenting and immigration laws and stuff.The only way I can really explain it is by giving you the description on the back of the book.
"Clear-eyds and spirited,Taylor Greer grew up poor in rural Kentucky with the goals of avoiding pregnancy and getting away. But when she heads west with high hopes and a barely functinal car,she meets the human condition head-on. By the time Taylor arrives in Tucson,Arizona,she has acquired a completely unexpected child, a three year old Amerian Indian girl named Turlt, and must somehow come to terms with both motherhood and the necessity of putting down roots. Hers is a story about love nad friendship,abandonment and belonging, and the discovery of surprising resources in apparently empty places."
At first when I started reading it, I thought it was lame,but the farther along in it I got,the more intresting it became.You all should really read it if you like to read often.
Dunno why I wanted to make a post like this but oh well.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

The hip bone's connected to the thigh bone....

Dude I'm bored.
I'm at my grandparents and I should be working on homework butttttt.
Nope.
Lolz.
High school is fun so far.LOTS of drama has already started and it really pees me off.
I'm listenin' to Cute Is What We Aim For right now...I love them.
They're on my top 5 band list right now.
Ohhh and turns out I can't go to friggin' X-Fest...in which Avenged Sevenfold and Shadows Fall and Pop Evil are gonna be there!I'M MAD!Lolz.Lindsey keeps rubbing it in my face that she can go and I can't.
My iPod is still being a butthole to me.A BIG butthole.I wanted to throw it out the bus window yesterday but I decided it wouldn't be the best thing to do.Lolz. In class today...I forget but me and Aylea(idk I think that's how you spell her name)were like singing.Lolz.We're crazy.Then like...Nick was like I have a hole in my paants.Its SO weird how he says pants.Its seriously like paants.Then like...we had to do this project thing and we picked to help people in Darfur and he was like give them condoms.I was like how the crap will that do?You actually think rapists will use a friggin' condom?Then I was like have the men go out for wood...that's when the raping usually happens so send the men out.Alex was like well the rapers can rape them too!!!I started howling laughing.All of us did(Aylea,Nick,Alex and Maya and me).



School rocks with my buds.Allison is going to a Jonas Brothers concert tomorrow.I'm not a big fan of them but they are REALLY hot.Lolz.
I have to write a report on this girl in my class.She's okay...she made fun of Allison last year though and it really ticked me off.I usually let stuff go but...not that.Because she got like several other people in on it too.She treats me like I'm stupid too.Like she'll say something for the interview thing and I'll ask her what she said(cuz my hearing isn't the best thing ever)and she'll sigh and just write it down herself.Ticks me off.

I may be posting pics on here soon.It depends on whether I'm allowed or not.It'll be like from my party and just like me and Lindsey and Patricia really.Maybe some vids from my camera too.I dunno.

Well I'll ttyl.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

CRAZY!!!

Holy crap my week has been crazy....and its only wednesday!!!
My dad reformatted my computer and lost everything but somehow got it back BUT alot of the crap is corrupted and all my iTunes stuff has to be redone because he didn't believe me that I'd have to delete everything. And like...I've had 3 subjects of homework everynight and I'm going to church tonight and I have to clean my room and study and clean the kitchen and resort my files on here and finish putting EVERYTHING(I had over 1000 songs and vids)back on my iPod and AHHHHH.I'm like SO stressed its not even funny.And I'm stuck getting the crap and research for a school project.*pulls hair*I'm gonna die man.There's just not enough time to do it all!I have an oral exam in French tomorrow and I'm trying so hard to study but I can't take my mind off anything to study.And I need to work on some stuff that's due Friday and Monday...my Algebra's already done so that's a blessing.I don't wanna skip church tonight but idk what to do.Oh,btw,I'm sorry if I don't post for a while...with all this crap I have no idea if I'll get time. Oh great...now iTunes won't lemme put my vids back on because they wanna tell me about ratings.I KNOW THEM!!!Geebus man....I'm really ticked.Now its syncing by itself*throws it against the wall*Stupid thing.I really need a hug.Lolz.I'm like looking at the audiobooks for Twilight on iTunes while my iPod is screwing up.Yes,I'm a Twilight obsessor.If the movie comes out at midnight,I'm going,I don't care what anyone says,I'm going.I'm obsessing over Breaking Dawn at the moment.Bella and Edward...wait I'm not gonna say it since some of yall may have not read it yet.XP
That stupid iPod is STILL SYNCING!It started like 10 minutes ago!*deep breath*Calm down.....
Okay,I'ma go...
Love you guys(HELP ME!!!!)
-Kaitlin

Resentment

Do any of yall have someone you resent?I know I do...my PARENTS.Sure I'm not beat or anything but they are SO strict.My dad tracks every little omve I make on the computer and now after I'm on for an hour it logs me out.And I can't do anything without a friend or anything.I'm 14 for crying out loud,its not like I'm 5.It's weird 'cuz every year I age,the stricter they get.I guess they're scared I'm gonna do drugs or go do someone.Well newsflash,I'm not.That's why I resent my folks.I love them but...I can't hardly take it.I was talking to my buds Josh and Timmy today and the ONLY reason they hate my dad is because of how strict he is.and right before Tim left he told me that he needs to respect me more.I TOTALLY AGREE!!!But according to them 'I don't deserve respect'because I'm the child,not the adult.That's the biggest load of BS I've ever heard!Josh also told me that because I'm 14 I can move out,legally and live with someone else.I wanted to so bad but...while I was in the car on the way to my grandparents...my dad asked if I wanted to go to the "farm"(there's no animals,its just TONS of land) tomorrow to shoot my gun...and when I said no...he looked a lil upset.That made me realize that he's only doing all of this to keep me safe because he loves me.It really upset me too because I hate upsetting him because honestly I'm a daddy's girl.So,I decided I'ma live with it a bit longer and take the strictness because I'm not ready to leave him,or my mom or my baby sister.I couldn't leave my sis anyways...she's too special to me.The point here is,if anyone has someone they resent,rethink things.They may love you more than you think and they're only being a certain way to you because they love you.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

WHOO!YOU MADE IT!

You did it!You made it to the soon to be awesomest blog on the internet. Electric Shock! These blog entries may cause shocks to your brain that could result in you thinking more often.Lolz. But seriously I hope people find this blog and read and comment and stuff. I'd love it if this did make it to the most popular blog on the internet.And no,bloggers are not the Root of All Evil.Lewis Black is retarted.Lol,jk.I love Root of All Evil.
In this blog,I will be talking about a wide variety of things.Lately it'll probably be about highschool or politics because I just started highschool and the presidential election is coming up(GO OBAMA!).
Please people,if you read my blog,please tell your friends.I am DYING for some...oh whats the word...publicity with anyone at all. I will be advertising this on the websites I am registered on but it won't be enough.I need the help of your peers.
Well that's about it...read and comment yall!
Love,
Kaitlin!