Sunday, January 25

"Keep me safe inside. Your arms like towers, tower over me." (Paramore - We Are Broken)

Been a while since I've posted buuuuttt


OMG BARAK OBAMA IS OUR PRESIDENT!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's gunna do great things for the country, I just know it. But it may take a while since we're not doing all that good, but at least he can do it. I hope he gets some troops out soon. I want my Uncle Mike home. But he will be home next month some time. Just not sure of an actual date so YAY AGAIN!

We have a snow day tomorrow! Already! We already have like an inch of snow on the ground. I ran out in the snow, in only my Green Day t-shirt, a light jacket, jeans, and some really thin slip ons. But me and my cuz had to chase a neighbors dog for like a mile, then we gave up. But I did try to skate and I leaned too far back and tumbled off my board and bruised my thigh and cut up my hand. Not fun. Then I tried to run up the halfpipe. Again. Not fun.

Since we have a snow day, I asked my dad of ,my boyfriend could come over but he said no. It sucks, but he invited me over to his, so maybe. I dunno if my dad will let me. I've gotta watch my sister too so...I dunno. I want to see him so bad. Lol. I'm talking to him now though.We went to see Paul Blart Mall Cop last night. Oh my gosh that movie is hysterical.

Well this was another random post. I'll try to post a... meaningful one soon.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Saturday, January 17

"The Lives Of The Wicked Should Be Made Brief."(Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber of Fleet Street)

The last title would be more appropriate for this, but I watched Sweeney Todd last night and felt like using a lyric from there. But, anyways.
So this morning, I'm watching TV because my iPod died (I just charged the flipping thing yesterday...) and there's this ad on TV Guide Network about some fitness thing and this girl is telling this story about how like...I didn't hear where she was but it was probably college. But she said that there were these girls in her dorm room that made fun of her because of her weight and one day they threw rocks at her window and shouted mean things to her, so she left. Isn't that just horrible? I know, we're humans, and judging people is kind of in us, but really. Can't we have more compassion than that? I hate it when people place labels on a person or make fun of someone for some reason. I'm not saying I've never done it, but it is mean. In my gym class there's these really horrible girls that make fun of me and my friends all the time, and I just ignore it, but when one girl started in on my friend. Oh boy. I got mad. I still am, seeing as this was just yesterday. But like...me and Amanda were talking and I realized something. And people tell me this all the time but it just now clicked; they're jealous. They are down right jealous of other people so they spend their time making fun of them. It makes sense, honestly. And I have no idea why they would be jealous of me but, that's the only thing I can think of, seeing as I haven't done a thing to them.

I just wish all the fighting and judging would stop. I'm so sick of it. I thought that I'd go to school after Christmas break and everyone would be in a good mood and shiz, but no. There was ten times MORE drama! Everywhere you turn there's drama. Someones pregnant, someone got in a fight, "Oh my God I hate that slut"....and so on. My parents keep telling me to start hanging out with people that don't have drama around them, but the funny thing is, everyone has at least a tiny bit of drama going on in their life. It's insane. I get made fun of because I'm too nice, and I'm a 'goody-good'. Then my friends get made fun of for not being a 'goody-good'. I just don't get people. It's so weird.

I dunno what else there is to say. Hopefully it's going to be a bit warmer today. Yesterday morning is was negative eleven with the wind chill, and we still went to school. We have to go outside to switch classes too. But the schools around us were out, and they get to stay inside. That's messed up right there. But I lived. I think we all did, except a few probably got a minor cold, no worries there though. I wasn't going to go, but then I was like well, I've never gotten perfect attendance and I want to, and I want to see my boyfriend soooo....I'll go.

You guys want to know what song is absolutely addicting? Under Pressure. Not the David Bowie version, the My Chemical Romance and The Used version. I'm not a big fan of the David Bowie version for some odd reason, but I've got it on repeat on my iPod. That and Hands Held High by Linkin Park. I need to look up a really good quote for my epithet. I know the little saying will be Kaitlin, Lover of Words, since I love to write, and the picture is going to be the shiz.

I'm going to take some white cardboard like stuff and fold it in half to make a book cover, then put some paper in it to make it look like a book. Then at the top of the pages where usually the book or chapter title is, I'm going to put my epithet. On the left page I'm going to put my all time favorite quote in pretty cursive, then below it I'm going to put a radio with music notes coming from it and a 'rock on' hand coming from the top. On the right I'm going to have some butterflies(for Rae Rae) and...I'm not quite sure what else. I gots ta think. Haha.

Well, I need to get off to start working. I need to figure out how the paper is going to go in the book cover. Hah.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin <3

Friday, January 2

I Don't Blame You For Being You(Fall Out Boy - A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
YAYYY!!!! It's 2009! AH-MAZING!

I seriously can't believe it though. I mean, I was still writing 2007 on my school papers, but now it's freaking 2009. So weird! But, I'm so ready for the new year. I want to start fresh. I just want to be me and try not to care about it. I'm always following my besties and I want to be like them so bad because they're popular but not anymore. I don't want to stick out in the crowd. I just want to be me, and blend in with every one else. I found that I'm happier when I'm alone and not noticed.

I got a laptop for Christmas, and as of now, it won't let me log into my website, but it will on any other computer, which I find really weird. But, don't worry people, I will sneak on my old computer and work on it, since it pretty much sucks right now. I need to put on more lyrics and get new ideas on pages.

My mom sucks. She said I can't sleep late tomorrow. It's the end of break, I think I should be able to. Grrr. And Mibba won't work. That really "grinds my gears" haha. Cuz it won't do anything. It just says like...network time out. Then I just got my new phone and I'm not allowed to use it after ten and we got it activated at like nine but I couldn't text for an hour which, guess what, was ten. And apparently my folks can tell when I use my phone, so I'm screwed if I text someone. Ugh. Haha.

Well, it's been like...AGES since I've posted and as of right now I have no idea what I want to talk about. I need to find my blog suggetions page on my old computer and move it to my laptop. I just wanted to post quickly for you guys since I haven't in so long. I'll try to post a real good one tomorrow.

Love yall,
Kaitlin