Sunday, February 22

Don't Change The Way You Think of Me(Avenged Sevenfold - Until The End)

That's right. I got Live in the LBC! YAY! Hah. That adds to my many band DVDs. Oh, and I got Secondhand Serenade's new one. But anyways.

I'm dedicating this post to my closest friends. I'ma write a bit about each. So, here we go.

David.- My boyfriend for a month so far. I swear I've never been happier. You were first a great friend, and then we became more, and things have just gotten better and better. I don't want things to end, and I doubt they will. I think you're amazing, inside and out. And we have so much in common, its amazing. You know things about me I'd never dream of telling anyone else, and you still love me for the way I am. I love you hon. Forever and always.

Lindsey- Omg, we've been best friends since seventh grade. And girl, we have been through it ALL. You name it, it's happened. Haha. But, the awesome thing is, we've never fought, and we're always here for one another, no matter what. We may be two completely opposite people sometimes, but we are a dynamic duo. And things may be rough right now, but I'm with you 'till the end. I love yeh girl!

Amanda- Manda, Manda, Manda, Manda Manda. Lol. Geez. We go back to like sixth grade kidd. And right now, I'm your personal cupid. I hope my 'balls' are working. AHAHAHA(inside joke). But, you're pretty much my mouth. Since I'm so shy, and I can never tell a soul off, you help me a bit. You're so outspoken, and I love that. And, we share the love for Kurt Cobain. YES! It's just no fun without you there. Love ya!

Maleesa- You were one of my first friends when I moved here in fourth grade. You know exactly what to say and when to say it, and boy, we are blondes together. Even though you're not really blonde. Haha. We have some fun times together. You da girl! Lol. Love you!

Beans (Eric)- Well, I didn't know you THAT well. But you hooked me and David up, and I love you for that. Hah. But, you were such a good bf to Lindz. She loved you dearly, we all did. You had so many friends, and you were so freaking funny. We all know you're in a better place. We love you, and we miss you.


Well. Uhmmm. I think that's my very closest ones. I may add more later. But, I love all of my friends. You guys rock my striped socks off, and always will. Haha.

R.I.P Beans.

Love y'all,
Kaitlin

Sunday, January 25

"Keep me safe inside. Your arms like towers, tower over me." (Paramore - We Are Broken)

Been a while since I've posted buuuuttt


OMG BARAK OBAMA IS OUR PRESIDENT!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's gunna do great things for the country, I just know it. But it may take a while since we're not doing all that good, but at least he can do it. I hope he gets some troops out soon. I want my Uncle Mike home. But he will be home next month some time. Just not sure of an actual date so YAY AGAIN!

We have a snow day tomorrow! Already! We already have like an inch of snow on the ground. I ran out in the snow, in only my Green Day t-shirt, a light jacket, jeans, and some really thin slip ons. But me and my cuz had to chase a neighbors dog for like a mile, then we gave up. But I did try to skate and I leaned too far back and tumbled off my board and bruised my thigh and cut up my hand. Not fun. Then I tried to run up the halfpipe. Again. Not fun.

Since we have a snow day, I asked my dad of ,my boyfriend could come over but he said no. It sucks, but he invited me over to his, so maybe. I dunno if my dad will let me. I've gotta watch my sister too so...I dunno. I want to see him so bad. Lol. I'm talking to him now though.We went to see Paul Blart Mall Cop last night. Oh my gosh that movie is hysterical.

Well this was another random post. I'll try to post a... meaningful one soon.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Saturday, January 17

"The Lives Of The Wicked Should Be Made Brief."(Sweeney Todd The Demon Barber of Fleet Street)

The last title would be more appropriate for this, but I watched Sweeney Todd last night and felt like using a lyric from there. But, anyways.
So this morning, I'm watching TV because my iPod died (I just charged the flipping thing yesterday...) and there's this ad on TV Guide Network about some fitness thing and this girl is telling this story about how like...I didn't hear where she was but it was probably college. But she said that there were these girls in her dorm room that made fun of her because of her weight and one day they threw rocks at her window and shouted mean things to her, so she left. Isn't that just horrible? I know, we're humans, and judging people is kind of in us, but really. Can't we have more compassion than that? I hate it when people place labels on a person or make fun of someone for some reason. I'm not saying I've never done it, but it is mean. In my gym class there's these really horrible girls that make fun of me and my friends all the time, and I just ignore it, but when one girl started in on my friend. Oh boy. I got mad. I still am, seeing as this was just yesterday. But like...me and Amanda were talking and I realized something. And people tell me this all the time but it just now clicked; they're jealous. They are down right jealous of other people so they spend their time making fun of them. It makes sense, honestly. And I have no idea why they would be jealous of me but, that's the only thing I can think of, seeing as I haven't done a thing to them.

I just wish all the fighting and judging would stop. I'm so sick of it. I thought that I'd go to school after Christmas break and everyone would be in a good mood and shiz, but no. There was ten times MORE drama! Everywhere you turn there's drama. Someones pregnant, someone got in a fight, "Oh my God I hate that slut"....and so on. My parents keep telling me to start hanging out with people that don't have drama around them, but the funny thing is, everyone has at least a tiny bit of drama going on in their life. It's insane. I get made fun of because I'm too nice, and I'm a 'goody-good'. Then my friends get made fun of for not being a 'goody-good'. I just don't get people. It's so weird.

I dunno what else there is to say. Hopefully it's going to be a bit warmer today. Yesterday morning is was negative eleven with the wind chill, and we still went to school. We have to go outside to switch classes too. But the schools around us were out, and they get to stay inside. That's messed up right there. But I lived. I think we all did, except a few probably got a minor cold, no worries there though. I wasn't going to go, but then I was like well, I've never gotten perfect attendance and I want to, and I want to see my boyfriend soooo....I'll go.

You guys want to know what song is absolutely addicting? Under Pressure. Not the David Bowie version, the My Chemical Romance and The Used version. I'm not a big fan of the David Bowie version for some odd reason, but I've got it on repeat on my iPod. That and Hands Held High by Linkin Park. I need to look up a really good quote for my epithet. I know the little saying will be Kaitlin, Lover of Words, since I love to write, and the picture is going to be the shiz.

I'm going to take some white cardboard like stuff and fold it in half to make a book cover, then put some paper in it to make it look like a book. Then at the top of the pages where usually the book or chapter title is, I'm going to put my epithet. On the left page I'm going to put my all time favorite quote in pretty cursive, then below it I'm going to put a radio with music notes coming from it and a 'rock on' hand coming from the top. On the right I'm going to have some butterflies(for Rae Rae) and...I'm not quite sure what else. I gots ta think. Haha.

Well, I need to get off to start working. I need to figure out how the paper is going to go in the book cover. Hah.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin <3

Friday, January 2

I Don't Blame You For Being You(Fall Out Boy - A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
YAYYY!!!! It's 2009! AH-MAZING!

I seriously can't believe it though. I mean, I was still writing 2007 on my school papers, but now it's freaking 2009. So weird! But, I'm so ready for the new year. I want to start fresh. I just want to be me and try not to care about it. I'm always following my besties and I want to be like them so bad because they're popular but not anymore. I don't want to stick out in the crowd. I just want to be me, and blend in with every one else. I found that I'm happier when I'm alone and not noticed.

I got a laptop for Christmas, and as of now, it won't let me log into my website, but it will on any other computer, which I find really weird. But, don't worry people, I will sneak on my old computer and work on it, since it pretty much sucks right now. I need to put on more lyrics and get new ideas on pages.

My mom sucks. She said I can't sleep late tomorrow. It's the end of break, I think I should be able to. Grrr. And Mibba won't work. That really "grinds my gears" haha. Cuz it won't do anything. It just says like...network time out. Then I just got my new phone and I'm not allowed to use it after ten and we got it activated at like nine but I couldn't text for an hour which, guess what, was ten. And apparently my folks can tell when I use my phone, so I'm screwed if I text someone. Ugh. Haha.

Well, it's been like...AGES since I've posted and as of right now I have no idea what I want to talk about. I need to find my blog suggetions page on my old computer and move it to my laptop. I just wanted to post quickly for you guys since I haven't in so long. I'll try to post a real good one tomorrow.

Love yall,
Kaitlin

Thursday, November 27

It's the Pain and Sex Disguised As Innocence(JamisonParker - Slow Suicide)

Ahahah. Jeff Dunham's Very Special Christmas Special = HILLARIOUS!!!!!!!
(They had Brian Haner!!!)

Buttt my topic for today is religion. It was going to be something else, but it has escaped me because I became quite ticked off about something. So, it's Thanksgiving, right, and we go to Golden Corral to eat dinner and there is this chef, that sings. He sings Christian stuff, and he is an amazing singer. Well I noticed that he wasn't singing tonight and when I asked my mom why, I 'bout died.
He wasn't allowed to sing. What other reason would there be than probably someone complained about him singing about JESUS so they banned it to make that person happy. Whoever it was you better make sure I don't find out who you are 'cuz I'll kick your butt!But really people! There's already separation of Church and State and prayer was taken out of schools and stuff. I don't mind that there is no prayer in school and separation of Church and State but come on! It's a free country and if I'm not mistaken, that's taking away his freedom of Speech and Religion! I told my friend Amanda that if I was him I'd say 'Eff this I'm leaving! But then I got to thinking, maybe he loves to cook there and stuff.
But, I'm going to start a real petition and an online petition. Sign it if you like and when I make it I will definatly post the link on here but its pretty much going to say let him sing or we're not coming back. Ahah.
Also. The separation of Church and State. There is not allowed to be any church-like things in school, am I right?Well as of right now, I'm learning about the theory of evolution. We haven't got to the "OMG WE'RE MONKIES!" thingy yet, but we're learning about the age of the Earth, and personally, I take that as a religion. It's politically incorrect to force your religion upon a person of another, so why do we have to listen to it in school?Granted, I'm intrested in what these crackpots have come up with, so I can make fun of it, but I think if you don't want to be taught it, you shouldn't have to be taught it. It's stupid that we have to have atheism forced on us. See, people will deny that it's being forced on us, but that's their secret plan. They'll make everything seem so innocent, then teach us this stuff and suck these kids in like a black hole. Tsk, tsk. Why is the world so mean?

OMG I THOUGHT OF MY ORIGINAL TOPIC!
It'll be a surprise for next time. I'll write it down so I don't forget again.Lmao.
Love you guys.
-Kaitlin

Thursday, November 20

You Wear Me Out(My Chemical Romance - I'm Not Ok(I Promise))

Okay sooo.
First things first, sorry I haven't posted lately.. I've been uber busy with school and hanging with my buds and shiz. I'll try to post more often.
Tonights topic:Liars.

There's this girl in my choir class that grates on my last nerve. Not because she isn't the brightest crayon in the box, but because she lies all the time and she complains non stop. She saw I had Avenged Sevenfold written on my shoe and was like 'Yeahh I went to X-Fest, I didn't know who they were....and I didn't really like them, but I went anyways.' OMG THAT MADE MY BLOOD BOIL!Because I told her I wanted to go badly, but my stupid 'rents wouldn't let me go, then she just goes and tell me that. Then she told me she gets a lot of things because her mom is like loaded then she tells me about how bad her like house is and stuff. Then today she asks me if I know about the Seether, Papa Roach, and Staind concert that is tomorrow. Now that's another concert I'm dying to go to, but...PARENTS SUCK. So I told her 'Yeah, I know. I can't go though.' And she goes Oh!I'm going! I was like lucky...but I'm going to the midnight premiere of Twilight so it balances out. I'll be too tired to go tomorrow anyways. Her jaw drops then she goes 'Oh, well the concert is tonight.'NO ITS NOT!IT'S FRIDAY NOVEMBER 21ST!!!!!TODAY IS THURSDAY NOVEMBER 20TH!!!!
B**CH!I hate her. She loves to rub things in my face and she complains all the time and stuff. Why can't people just be normal?!Why do people have to lie all the time and why so people think its so funny to annoy others. Now,granted,I do do that to my besties(like Noah or Lindsey who are two of my closest friends)just for the heck of it, but I hate this girl anyways. Why does she do it?
Geez. Idk this was another ranter. I just want people to be nice and think of others beside themselves for once.
<3
Kaitlin

Tuesday, November 11

Nothing Hurts My World, Just Affects The Ones Around Me(Avenged Sevenfold - Unholy Confessions)

WHOA MAN.
Okay so I just watched this wicked cool video of Unholy Confessions by the rock Gods Avenged Sevenfold and like...it has them performing live and I noticed something that doesn't really happen much when I watch more recent live vids from them.
SYNYSTER WAS GOING NUTS!
Like he was like headbanging like crazy and stuff guys!It's so weird because I watch them today and he just like stands there or just like walks a little. It was amazing to see energy outta him!Now some people who may be lucky enough to have parents willing to let them go to one of their concerts may disagree with me but...my parents are stupid and won't let me go to an A7X concert but yeahh the online videos I see, he doesn't do much. Don't get me wrong, I LURVE Synyster Gates buuuttt it was GREAT to see some like...energy outta him!It made the performance have more OMFH to it. Ahaha that was weird.
But yeah random note to start on. I'm watching Unholy Confessions from Live In LBC. I want that SO frigging bad but...PARENTS SUCK!!!
I've also noticed...like all of them have grown more...almost...sophisticated...yeah bad word but it's all I can come up with at the moment. Don't get me wrong A7X is like...the band I worship(Along with MCR!)but they have changed a lot since like..they first formed. They're still amazing but they were like...really amazing then.Lmao.
Oh well this is weird.
Love you guys!
<3 Kaitlin

Sunday, November 9

Hey Moon, Please Forget To Fall Down(Panic!At The Disco - Northern Downpour)

What is it with men? The ones who claim to love you so much, are the ones that hurt you the most, but then still claim to love you. Sure, I have learned this from experience, but I also watch it happen to my friends. When I think about it, all of my guy friends, which include the ones that I'm crushing on, treat me GREAT. Like, they do want to win my heart over, and they don't hurt me. But the second I hook up with one of them, its heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. I just assume not date the guys I like, but just keep it as flirting and not being together. I'm sick of being hurt.
I also don't get how guys can apologize for something, but they do it over and over. If they were honestly sorry, I think they would quit doing it to save your heart. I've kind of learned to deal with this crap, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I guess I'm just really good at hiding the pain or something. Hell if I know. But really.
What is the deal with men? I mean...why can't it be like the good old days where no one got divorced...and if you did you were looked at like a murderer of some sort...and men actually knew how to treat their lovers. I just wish guys could be chivalrous(no idea if I spelled that right.) like back then. Sure, I do know guys that are amazing, they're so kind and they know how to treat the girl they love, but like I said, a lot of the time, once you answer 'Yes' to that one question, sure they love you more, but the heartbreaks just begin. I have no idea how in the world that happens but it does.
Idk I just felt like ranting about that...I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
<3 Kaitlin

Wednesday, November 5

Video Review #1

Here's the deelio.I decided I'm going to review all the videos I've seen for the first time every Saturday on here. They may be old or new videos, but I may have just seen a video that was released in 1999 lol. Also, I'll be putting the YouTube link so you can see them for yourselves.Here we go!



Decode - Paramore
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHp1U2jMiRo
This video is amazing. Being a HUGE Twilight fan, that just made it all the more better. The song itself is amazing and where they shot the video in the woods where Edward and Bella are for some of the movie just adds onto the greatness. Paramore really knows how to make a great song, and the lyrics match perfectly to this movie.

The Party Music 2 Outakes - Mitchell Davis
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAbOIzkzZn8
Mitchell Davis(livelavalive on YouTube)makes [i]the[/i] most funny videos. On this one, they're just funny little bloopers from his 50th webshow special, The Party Music 2. Him and Kyle really know how to make someone laugh, and really, the only way to describe it is crazy.


Sweet Sacrifice - Evanescence
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=truln6VnS4E
The song itself has piercing lyrics but the video...is insanely awesome. There are a lot of special effects used in this video. I like how they have Amy Lee singing and like...you can see images with her..its like...its hard to explain. I guess you'll have to see it for yourself.


Love Story - Taylor Swift
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KlbB7qt6v_0
Omg this video is amazingly cute. It's a lot like Shakespearean times with like the balls and horses and stuff. Taylor Swift makes amazing songs and she has such a pretty voice. Makes me jealous. Lol.

Northern Downpour - Panic!At The Disco
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HM-x3DOC_Qs
I love this video. I love how it's in black and white and with almost all the lyrics there's places with the lyrics on them like the bumper stickers on the cars say "Hey Moon"...its really cute.


The Ultimate Confiscator and Surprise Creature Fashion Show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vvhs77mPKL0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IED0VbUQYkI&feature=channel

AHAHAHAHAHA. The Ultimate Confiscator has to be my favorite video from The Used except Episode 6 of 6 BERT. Lol. Like Bert McCracken is rapping with some black dude that can't stop saying peanut butter and jelly sandwichs and women and oranges then that dude goes away and these guards are all like "We're gonna confiscate the camera" and Bert's all like "GET IN THE PICTURE WITH ME ULTIMATE CONFISCATOR."I love it.

Surprise Creature Fashion Show is like...Jeph and Quinn are like in this office like setting then like all these people in the new The Used merchandise come out in like crazy animal masks and stuff.It's really cool. I want all the clothes.

Well that's all for this week.

Expect even newer ones next week.

Love yall!

<3 Kaitlin

When My Time Comes, Forget The Wrong That I've Done(Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest)

First off, this is totally beyond the topic of the post but....
BARACK OBAMA WON!!!!!!
YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Okay I just had to get that out. I'm SO HAPPY! I wish I could've voted(I'm 14...still too young)but a text did go aroudn where you put who you wanted to win and you sent it on.Lol I got it from my McCainer friend and I was like kidd...you suck.Lol.
Anywayyyssss....

Music has been such a big part of my life and...on YouTube I LOVE to comment on the music vids.But really people.
I was watching In The End by Linkin Park not five minutes ago and in the comments people were talking about POLITICS.
Who the heck talks about politics in a Linkin Park video? One dude was talking about how Bush needs to be re-elected and the economy was doing great until they put a woman in Congress and shiz. Then one person retorted and said that Number one he was stupid because Bush couldn't be re-elected(if he made it to where he could be...God help us)that the economy hasn't been fine in a while(I don't know what made him think it was okay...he must have been stoned out of his head)and that a woman didn't make the economy go bad. I agree with them fully but really. Why were they talking politics there?And like...also. The people that comment poorly on the videos and trash talk the bands and stuff. What's the point in that? Do what I'm doing and make a friggin' blog for crying out loud!The bands and other people don't wanna see negative comments, they wanna see awesome comments.
I think what I'm going to do is once a week I'll make a post talking about all the new music videos I've seen, link them, then review them. I think that'll be cool. Starting this Saturday, I'll do it.
:)
Love you guys.
-Kaitlin

Saturday, October 25

I'll never let them hurt you, I promise (My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You)

GUESS WHAT?!
I got vampire fangs!!!!
I'm so happy, I loves them.
I feel so pretty with them in. I can't wait to wear them to school. Haha when I take them out I feel incomplete without them. XP

I think vampires are the shiz.If I could be one, I would in like 0.1 seconds. I'm gonna be like...Alice Cullen for halloween.The only bad thing is my hair is short and BLONDE.So...ya.Last time I tried to like spray it that black it got all OVER my face and hands and stuff so yeah. On trick or treat(which isn't on Halloween night...oh well, more time to celebrate Frank Iero's bday)I'm gonna invite my bestie over and like...idk.Pass out candy and drink "blood" lmao.
I'm like really hungry.My fave food is Chinese and I like barely get it and we ate Chinese earlier and I barely ate anything and idk why. Now I want more.Mmmm sweet and sour chicken and wontons...YUMMO!My tummy is like growling now lol.
Omg my friends Lindsey and Maya came over and then me and Lindz started texting each other and we were like two feet from each other then they got in a 'fight', it was great. Then we watched the crazy movies me and Lindsey made like...in April or something I don't really remember. They were to "In The End" by Linkin Park, "Brompton Cocktail" by Avenged Sevenfold, "Duality" by Slipknot and part of "Blue" by Eiffle 65...we only did part because we went to jump and my ceiling(where I used to live)slants and I hit my head and like...fell.Then like in Brompton Cocktail I got out my acoustic guitar and tried to act like Synyster Gates...yeah didn't work. XP
Well I just wanted to post cuz I hadn't in...forever and yeah.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Saturday, October 18

I Will Sleep Alone, 'Cuz It's Better Than You(Tickle Me Pink - Typical)

Omg I'm tired.
Buuuttt I thought of some things to say so lets say 'em!

What is the deal with people now a days?
They see someone and think 'omg they're a freak' or something similar by the way that they dress.I see people do that A LOT and it gets on my last nerve to tell you the truth. Why can't people see that we're all human and we're all unique and that not everyone sucks monkey butt if you just get to know them?I know for a fact, not from scientific facts but by experience that even if a person grates your nerves down to a powder, there is always ONE thing that you two share in common and like about each other. Trust me, there are SO many people that kill my nerves but there's always the one thing that keeps me hanging with them.
I have this icon that like names all these different labels and then it says in bold over them DON'T LABEL ME.Or something like that but anyways. Labels grate on my last nerve.That's one thing I don't have anything in common with.Lmao.But really...like last school year some kid called me an emo b**ch for no good reason and he thought it was funny.I wanted to mash his head into like...mashed head(ya know instead of mashed potatoes).Lol.And then this other dude I know called me a whore.Grrr.He acted like he was kidding but it really p-ed me off.Wouldn't it you?
Also like...okay I have like really bad acne and it takes like a week for a breakout to go away then like a new one comes but anyways!It is making my confidence go SO FAR DOWN.Because I don't know why but the best stuff I've EVER used on my acne is like not working now and it's getting so bad and all I wanna do it rip my skin off.Ew...nevermind that'd be gross, but yall know what I mean.Then like...I see all these people that complain about having acne when I've never seen more than 1 pimple on their perfect face. That's another thing that 'grinds my gears'(Haha,Peter Griffin quote).People that are almost flawless that complain about their looks.The skinny girls that say they're fat...the perfect skin girls that complain about skin issues...the TAN girls that say they're PALE.You wanna see pale?Compare your skin against mine, I'm almost albino pretty much.
Then I think its kinda funny when something bad happens to them like they do breakout or they do gain a little extra weight or they do get really pale. I don't mean to be mean but they really asked for it.If you're gonna complain when there's nothing wrong with you, you deserve to have that thing wrong with you.If that made any sense at all.
Wellll I think that's all for now.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Thursday, October 16

Oh,God My Hands Are Shaking Again!(Underoath - Breathing In A New Mentality)

NEW WEBSITE!!!!
I made this awesome website(well,with the help of webpaint.com)and its...wow kewl.There's still some work to be done so if you go on there and there's things not finished,that's why.Lolz.

http://loveisrandom.wetpaint.com

Please visit!Please!!!
It hassss my designs(well some of them),some of my favorite lyrics,lyrics to different bands songs(that's one part that's unfinished).And who knows what else I'll come up with.It also has summaries for my blog, and a thread you can post on about my stuff!

You all don't know how much it would mean to me if you visited and signed up.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Tuesday, October 14

Its funny how we seethings so clear when we have no time left to live(Underoath - Everyone Looks So Good From Here)

So, yall know how I want to be a fashion designer and stuff?Well I've been watching Project Runway like CRAZY and I've noticed that these models are SKINNY AS EVER.Then I was watching America's Next Top Model and like Whitney was surprised that she'd made it so far since she was plus sized and I was thinking that you know its really sad that people are SURPRISED that a "plus size" made it. She is not plus size to me. She's probably about my size man!I'm not even kidding, I'm not much smaller than her.
So, I decided, since if I do get to become a designer, I'm going to need models to show off my clothing, and I will refuse to use super skinny models. I want models with flaws. On Janice Dickinson's Modeling Agency someone said they needed models with acne and she complained!NO ONE IS PERFECT.
It amazes me what modeling agencies demand for. And especially since I am a NORMAL sized girl and I have acne and many other flaws, it bothers me. If I get to work with models, I may use some skinny models, but not the ones so skinny that you can see their ribs and count them. I want a girl with curves. Because all these models that are skinny enough that you can count their ribs have no curves and nothing can be form fitting on them. There's no use in making your clothes curvy to show off the body, you might as well make your dresses and such a box because that is what its going to look like except for their boney shoulders and hips. Now I'm not really bashing against you models that are that skinny, I think all of you are very beautiful, but its just amazing that no one will use normal, healthy people that may have acne or a skin problem. All these little girls look up to models and seeing someone skinny as a rail would not be the person I would want my daughter wanting to be like at all.
I'm so happy that Whitney did win ANTM last cycle,its about time that someone that looks GREAT win the show.I mean the girls that have won are beautiful but they're all skinny as can be. Whitney's actually got some curves about her.Lol.
Well I think that's all for today.
Love yall!!
-Kaitlin

Friday, October 10

I'm so addicted to,all the things you do(Saving Abel - Addicted)

Well.
Another bad day.
Gr.
School,again,was insane.
Not as insane as yesterday but at the end of the day,I was ready to cry.BIG TIME.And I know I'm prolly over-reacting but...ya.
I wish I could but why but...ya its confidential.
We swam in gym and when I jumped off the diving board,I didn't really go that fast and I started thinking...why can't I just stay down here forever?The water is so peaceful, and in that short amount of time that I was under the ten feet of water,I got to clear my head and relax.Of course when I surfaced it all came back to me.
OMG!One happy thing is that my fave shorts that I grew outta over the summer...THEY FIT AGAIN!!!YAYY!!!I wore them to school today and I felt great in 'em.They're like blue jean cargos.I would just get another pair in a bigger size but Kolhs was being stupid and don't sell them anymore.
At school they did random drug testings. Like over 6 or 7 people got suspended.It was crazy.
Well guess what?I'm listening to Running From Lions by ATL again.It's friggin' addicting.

Well I guess I'll go.
Love yall.
-Kaitlin

Thursday, October 9

Stories yet to unfold, tales that must be retold(All Time Low - Running From Lions)

Omg I've had a bad day.
School was INSANE,I hung out with the biggest jerks ever and they kept insulting me and the guy I like and just expected me to take it like it was nothing, my mom has been on me all night and I SWEAR I wanna just walk out...and I just alltogether feel like complete SHIZ!
I wanna cry SO badly but it won't come out and I feel it coming!Idk maybe its 'cuz I cried on the bus and I NEVER cry in front of people from school...EVER.
Right now I'm listening to Running From Lions by All Time Low and its very addicting.I've heard it God knows how many times before but these last couple days,its kinda been my theme song.
I want my phone back.My mom took it and I REALLY want it back...I wanna talk to my friends...
Well...I dunno.
I guess I'll get off here.
Love yall.
-Kaykay

Tuesday, October 7

Come,break me down,bury me,bury me(30 Seconds To Mars)

WOW.
Homecoming Saturday.
FUN.
Lol. So I got there and immediatly saw my bud Ashley and stuff and we hung then others got there and I was trying SO hard not to dance but when Shake It by Metro Station came on me and a couple of my friends joined the HUGE circle and jumped and sang. Then from there I couldn't stop dancing.It was crazy.I was gonna go to an afterparty but I was so tired I was like screw this crap and went to bed!Lol.Ya I know,I was a party pooper.
So we have this assignment in english where we have to read a book over 250 pages and stuff so I picked The Host by Stephanie Meyer.I'm in love with her works and OH!I took this quiz to see that movie I am(and even though the movie hasn't come out yet)I got Twilight!!!!YAYY!!!I'm going the night it comes out...at midnight...my mom even agreed to take me because she loves the series too.I'm hoping they'll do movies for all the books,'specially Breaking Dawn.I think that one's amazing.The only suckish thing is EVERYONE is getting Twilight shirts and stuff from Hot Topic and I can't get any and I'm mad!Because I'm probably one of the hugest fans out there,I mean if I could have it all,I'd get it all,but normally unless we're school shopping I have to buy my stuff and I'm flat broke!My bday was in friggin' July and for Christmas I'm getting an iPod Touch so...ya.Idk.Ima find a way to get EVERYTHING.Lol.
My nails look back...I bite them and..ya.I need to quit.BADLY.
So 8 Mile is on VH1 and that is one of my all time favorite movies but I can't watch it 'cuz my lil sis is down here. I love Eminem.He is prolly the only rapper I will listen to A LOT.Sure there's a few rap songs here and there from other artists but ALL of his stuff is amazing.My fave is Cleaning Out My Closet.Weirdly my ex introduced that one to me I think.Maybe.Idk.....
AH!On The Daily Show they're talking about the Vice Presidental Debate and man...Sarah Palin is just a mess.She walked around almost all of those questions and she...gawd if McCain gets in office and he dies and she becomes pres I'm MOVING FROM THE U.S!I'm going to France a few years early.Lol. OBAMA/BIDEN '08!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Saturday, October 4

OMG!!!!!

WHOOOO!!!!We STOMPED our rivals last night man!!!35 to nothing!I didn't really watch much of the game(I was hangin' out with my besties)but wow...it was great.We may've lost the food feud but we won at football!It was REALLY cold though..I mean..wow.Lolz.My fingers 'bout fell off at Quarter After(this really fun thing that goes on after the game)
So tonights homecoming and I still have to get a cover up for my dress and my flats. I think what I'm gonna do is straighten my hair,take my wax and give it that kinda messy look then pin my bangs back.Idk.I'm just gonna have to see how it looks.
Haha,my sister is watching Mighty B and she is like not even a foot from the television WITH her glasses on.Lolz.
Ohhh my legs are smooth.Haha.Gossshhh I'm not even hyper but I'm happy.I can't wait to hang with all my friends tonight.It sucks thought 'cuz 2 of my all time best friends aren't gonna be there...but I have others and I got to hang with the other 2 last night so....idk.
I'm typing really friggin' fast today.Wowwww....I wanna find out how many WPM I can type.
Lalalalallalalalal.
Let's get it started in ha...let's get it started in here....
They play that at every football game and idk why.Lolz.
Well just wanted to say 'bout the game and homecoming tonight so I'll update when I get home and spill about the dance.
Love you guys!
-Kaitlin

Thursday, October 2

So you pray to God,to justify the way you live a lie(Kevin Rudolf)

Wellllll.
I'm BORED.And COLD.
But its all good because tomorrow is the Homecoming football game against our rivals!!!Heck yes!Then saturday is homecoming!Yayyy!I'm so excited!
But I'm tired.I wanna go to school.I need to hang with peoples before I kill over from the boredness.My mom won't lemme go on a walk.Well...now I can see why since its dark but then it was like early sunset.
So I'm checkin' out some Bob Marley stuff and I gotta say,its pretty good.I'm listening to Buffalo Soldier as I type this.I'm also waiting for Futurama to come on.Lolz.
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RANDOM!!!!
Omg you know what is the awesomest music lyric eva?!
Now the son's discrased,he, who knew his father,when he cursed his name, turned, and chased the dollar, but it broke his heart so he stuck his middle finger to the world to the world to the world!!!!- Kevin Rudolf and Lil' Wayne
I'm in love with Let It Rock.That and Some Will Seek Forgiveness,Others Escape by Underoath.
Haha,I just signed up on this website and my username is AsCoolAsYou...pretty much every other one was taken so I thought what the heck why not.Hehe.
Well just wanted another post and its random but idc.
Love yall!
-Kaitlin

Monday, September 22

I Don't See What Anyone Could See,Of Anyone Else,But You(Juno)

Soooo.
I'm like seeing all these couples and I'm getting extremely jealous cuz they look so happy and 'in love'....it makes me mad.
Grr.
This is just another random post.I know,I'm never posting about things I said I would buuuuttt.Nothing is shocking my brain yet.Lolz.I'm working on posting about abortion...that is my numbero uno thing to post about..but I can't think straight with school and crap.
My hands are really cold.
I mean ICE COLD.
Cuz I've been typing for forever...and ever and ever...lolz.
Not really,but I love to type.And write and stuff.Haha.
I like a lot of things...music...writing...reading....chatting with someone(hehe)...eating...
Wow.Lolz.I wanna text someone but I have no one to text that I don't like 24/7...lolz.
I was listening to that Anyone Else But You song from Juno and I love it so much.Micheal Cera and Ellen Page rock man...
Micheal Cera's new movie,Nick and Norah's Infinate Playlist looks EXTREMELY good.I can't wait to see it...
I can't wait to see Twilight either!OMG!!!!!Those are THE best books EVERZ!Bella and Edward are my fave couple ever and nobody can try to tell me otherwise.Lolz.I think Rob Patterson(I think that's his name)is an okay Edward but...Gerard Way would've been LOADS better.Yeah I know Stephanie Meyer said on her website he wouldn't be Edward but its worth the shot right?Lolz.I just kinda saw Edward as a downright GOD and trust me Gerard Way is...well wait...I said this in my last post didn't I?Holy crap I'm horrible.Lolz.
GO GEE!
Lolz.
Well I'm going to go before I get any crazier.
I love you guys!
-Kaitlin